<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><rss xmlns:atom='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' version='2.0'><channel><atom:id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5905568532569427244</atom:id><lastBuildDate>Tue, 09 Sep 2008 16:10:53 +0000</lastBuildDate><title>ikilledme</title><description></description><link>http://chire.org/ikilledme/index.htm</link><managingEditor>noreply@blogger.com (QUEENRACHEL)</managingEditor><generator>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>315</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>25</openSearch:itemsPerPage><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5905568532569427244.post-7464566590538459754</guid><pubDate>Sat, 02 Aug 2008 16:00:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-07-06T19:03:00.048+08:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>wants</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>list</category><title>Birthday wishlist!</title><atom:summary type='text'>[] none

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POLAROID CAMERA -- I would love whoever gets me one forever. Srsly.
Topshop, Forever21, Zara, Kinokuniya gift cards/vouchers.
The Catcher In The Rye, book by J.D. Salinger
I Am A Cat, book by Soseki Natsume
CASTLE-SHAPED TIRAMISU CAKE.
Genuine leather messenger bag! (There's a shop at J8 that sells leather stuff but it was having CLOSING SALES </atom:summary><link>http://chire.org/ikilledme/2008/06/birthday-wishlist.html</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (QUEENRACHEL)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5905568532569427244.post-6860283665624527348</guid><pubDate>Wed, 09 Jul 2008 14:06:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-07-09T22:09:00.926+08:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>random</category><title>My phone</title><atom:summary type='text'>[] none

is screwed! Lazy to explain. OFF DAY AGAIN TMR! ♥

Have to wait for another week or two before I get the Design Premium. *sigh*</atom:summary><link>http://chire.org/ikilledme/2008/07/my-phone.html</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (QUEENRACHEL)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5905568532569427244.post-5101693174574482052</guid><pubDate>Tue, 08 Jul 2008 13:55:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-07-08T21:55:43.400+08:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>went out</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>wants</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>family</category><title>Another day in my life</title><atom:summary type='text'>[] none

WOKE UP AT 11am. Breakfast: cereal with dried cranberries in oat milk (delish!). Plonked myself in front of the MBP afterwards.

2.30pm: shower and got ready to meet uh someone… to get advice about school and life in general?? 3+pm: left house with mum, headed to the National Library and had a loooong chat with my.. advisor.

Afterwards: met cousin up and headed to Bras Basah Complex </atom:summary><link>http://chire.org/ikilledme/2008/07/another-day-in-my-life.html</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (QUEENRACHEL)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5905568532569427244.post-4235287159999644145</guid><pubDate>Tue, 08 Jul 2008 05:55:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-07-08T13:55:15.793+08:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>list</category><title>Things I want to do with my room</title><atom:summary type='text'>[] none

WIPE ALL SURFACES!!!!! Everything is covered in a thick coat of dust (like 50cm thick maybe), because (1) I open my windows all the time and (2) there's a construction site almost right outside my house.
Arrange my stuff in canvas boxes. Plastic ones won't do.
Paint my room white, especially metal surfaces like window grilles!
Tidy up my desk.

In short: clean the room.</atom:summary><link>http://chire.org/ikilledme/2008/07/things-i-want-to-do-with-my-room.html</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (QUEENRACHEL)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5905568532569427244.post-8548541119953884545</guid><pubDate>Mon, 07 Jul 2008 15:22:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-07-07T23:22:07.500+08:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>random</category><title>Psssst</title><atom:summary type='text'>[] none


You are The Star
Hope, expectation, Bright promises.
The Star is one of the great cards of faith, dreams realised
The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or powerful change, but it does predict hope and healing. This card suggests clarity of vision, spiritual insight. And, most importantly, that unexpected help will be coming, with water to quench </atom:summary><link>http://chire.org/ikilledme/2008/07/psssst.html</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (QUEENRACHEL)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5905568532569427244.post-2279369974364186433</guid><pubDate>Mon, 07 Jul 2008 14:40:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-07-07T22:42:00.968+08:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>xxx</category><title>I am</title><atom:summary type='text'>[] none

&lt;!--jeajeajeajeajealous.

Lately I've been dreaming dreams and thinking thoughts about what once was and my most honest wishes. I am afraid because those desires are so real, so strong, but still I wonder: are they what I really want? (Yes.)

This is the most selfish favour I will ever ask: please, please, please have a hard time finding her, the one who is everything I wasn't.--&gt;

stuck</atom:summary><link>http://chire.org/ikilledme/2008/07/i-am.html</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (QUEENRACHEL)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5905568532569427244.post-6884573962806192657</guid><pubDate>Sun, 06 Jul 2008 14:10:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-07-06T22:10:49.688+08:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>tagged</category><title>Huiwen tagged meeeez</title><atom:summary type='text'>[] none

a) Answer the questions below, do a Google Image Search with your answer, take a picture from the first page of results, do it with minimal words of explanation.
b) Tag 5 other people to do the same once you've finished answering every question.

1. The age you'll be on your next birthday:


2. A place you'd like to travel to:


3. Your favourite place:


4. Your favourite food:
 

5. </atom:summary><link>http://chire.org/ikilledme/2008/07/huiwen-tagged-meeeez.html</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (QUEENRACHEL)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5905568532569427244.post-911098329099862707</guid><pubDate>Sun, 06 Jul 2008 12:35:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-07-06T20:36:11.480+08:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>random</category><title>New layout</title><atom:summary type='text'>[] none

REJECTED…


…because I got so sick of looking at it when testing it for Blogger, then for Wordpress. That was an imageless layout and took me ages and ages to finish coding. @__@

I will work on another new layout when I get Photoshop on the Mac. I think it'll be image-heavy, har har har. (Challenger still won't answer my call!!!!!)</atom:summary><link>http://chire.org/ikilledme/2008/07/new-layout.html</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (QUEENRACHEL)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5905568532569427244.post-2055465608242207922</guid><pubDate>Sun, 06 Jul 2008 08:07:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-07-06T16:07:47.598+08:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>shopping</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>rants</category><title>Wasted trip</title><atom:summary type='text'>[] none

Went to Challenger at Funan to get Photoshop CS3 but decided on the student edition of the Design Premium suite instead. Was told that there was no stock, but was advised to make payment first, then collect the product when it arrives next week. It wasn't until I got home that I realised that I've forgotten to tell the salesman that I was using a Mac. -_- I'm now desperately trying to </atom:summary><link>http://chire.org/ikilledme/2008/07/wasted-trip.html</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (QUEENRACHEL)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5905568532569427244.post-5868632223859222491</guid><pubDate>Sat, 05 Jul 2008 17:48:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-07-06T01:50:15.275+08:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>shopping</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>wants</category><title>:(</title><atom:summary type='text'>[] none

Cost of jeans I want: US$997
Cost of jeans I really want: S$670 + AU$15 shipping

If you've got two grand to spare right now, I'd be really glad if you'd share your wealth with me. :(

$283 or $387? I want bothhhhhhh. *sad*

20+ more days till money magically appears in the bank account again, sigh.</atom:summary><link>http://chire.org/ikilledme/2008/07/blog-post.html</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (QUEENRACHEL)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5905568532569427244.post-1450408712697118237</guid><pubDate>Sat, 05 Jul 2008 13:37:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-07-05T21:39:48.926+08:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>family</category><title>WTF!</title><atom:summary type='text'>[] none

Wtf my mum just used the camera's air blower to blow air into my ear!!!!! (I tried to do that to her once before but my aim was a bit off and I blew air on her hair instead.) She is so childish wtf.</atom:summary><link>http://chire.org/ikilledme/2008/07/wtf.html</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (QUEENRACHEL)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5905568532569427244.post-5619126825311246003</guid><pubDate>Sat, 05 Jul 2008 06:57:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-07-05T14:58:23.323+08:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>photos</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>web</category><title>2007 Pulitzer Prizes</title><atom:summary type='text'>[] none

See the photos.</atom:summary><link>http://chire.org/ikilledme/2008/07/2007-pulitzer-prizes.html</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (QUEENRACHEL)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5905568532569427244.post-8440990205626397899</guid><pubDate>Fri, 04 Jul 2008 15:45:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-07-04T23:48:53.461+08:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>went out</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>work</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>friends</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>family</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>photos</category><title>Photos</title><atom:summary type='text'>[] none

My internet speed is crawling along at under 1kb/s (I don't know why) and everything takes frustratigly long to load.

LUNCH WITH MUM AND COUSIN AT CRYSTAL JADE
I forgot to block out my mum's face so I won't post any photos of her.




XIAOLONGBAO!!! I ordered two longs (baskets) of that!


Some eggy dish that tasted pretty good. It was smooth.


Sour and spicy 'dao xiao mian' (knife </atom:summary><link>http://chire.org/ikilledme/2008/07/photos.html</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (QUEENRACHEL)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5905568532569427244.post-7183594831694535915</guid><pubDate>Thu, 03 Jul 2008 17:20:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-07-05T00:37:39.872+08:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>tattoo</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>friends</category><title>Tireddddddd</title><atom:summary type='text'>[] none

Celebrated MichelleBB's birthday today. I'm real tired! Photos will be up soon. :)

Also: C is extremely bad at giving surprises. -_- I saw through a "surprise" she planned for me once, and her obvious lack of skeelz showed again today. Sigh. Nonetheless, I think M had a good time and that's enough. :) Happy birthday BBBM, ♥.

Just calculated how much I spent and I realised I have no </atom:summary><link>http://chire.org/ikilledme/2008/07/tireddddddd.html</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (QUEENRACHEL)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5905568532569427244.post-87891445943491662</guid><pubDate>Wed, 02 Jul 2008 16:40:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-07-03T00:40:56.646+08:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>tattoo</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>family</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>photos</category><title>Hell yes</title><atom:summary type='text'>[] none

My mother has finally accepted my decision to get inked. :'D Our conversation earlier went something like this:

M (mummy): ah girl, bai wu ni qu tattoo ah? (Ah girl, you're going to get tattooed on Friday?)
R (me): ah, dui. zuo mo leh?* (Ah, yes. Why? *zuo mo = mangled form of zuo shen me)
M: mummy pei ni qu la. (Mummy will go with you.)
R: har ni yao pei wo qu ah? (Huh you wanna </atom:summary><link>http://chire.org/ikilledme/2008/07/hell-yes.html</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (QUEENRACHEL)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5905568532569427244.post-3540254009911225929</guid><pubDate>Wed, 02 Jul 2008 04:27:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-07-02T12:27:25.453+08:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>random</category><title>Yesterday I saw</title><atom:summary type='text'>[] none

&lt;!--1. a man in a very oversized Star Trek tee over skinnies (IIRC), with mandals and the most gorgeous bag. He's midgety and his hairstyle is similar to Carlos'. My descriptions may not bring to your mind how great he looked, but I was impressed.

2. The Guy Customer who bought a ring for his girlfriend. The first time I saw him, he was wearing a military-style jacket and a military cap</atom:summary><link>http://chire.org/ikilledme/2008/07/yesterday-i-saw.html</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (QUEENRACHEL)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5905568532569427244.post-3618138587403622711</guid><pubDate>Tue, 01 Jul 2008 03:55:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-07-01T11:55:01.071+08:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>random</category><title>Sigh</title><atom:summary type='text'>[] none

Due to the misalignment of my something or other (spine??), one side of my waist is more defined than the other. And one side of my ribs stick out more. Looks horrid. Can I realign my something or other?</atom:summary><link>http://chire.org/ikilledme/2008/07/sigh.html</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (QUEENRACHEL)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5905568532569427244.post-3996505422659800012</guid><pubDate>Mon, 30 Jun 2008 16:58:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-07-03T00:43:19.046+08:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>tattoo</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>shopping</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>work</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>friends</category><title>What I ate</title><atom:summary type='text'>[] none

&lt;!--TODAY!
Morning: instant noodles with carrot sripts and diced tomatoes and some sea cucumber (YUCK!).
Afternoon: 6" honey oat, oven-roasted chicken breast, lettuce and cucumber, honey mustard and pepper, (make it a regular meal please,) 2 oatmeal raisin cookies, coke light.
Evening: 2 small cups of hot Milo. (Must really wear winter coat to work.)

YESTERDAY!
Morning: two slices of </atom:summary><link>http://chire.org/ikilledme/2008/07/what-i-ate.html</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (QUEENRACHEL)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5905568532569427244.post-6256550169479366203</guid><pubDate>Sun, 29 Jun 2008 15:08:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-06-29T23:08:38.266+08:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>musings</category><title>xxx</title><atom:summary type='text'>[] none

The feeling of
wanting to try again
re-emerges.

Did I even give up?</atom:summary><link>http://chire.org/ikilledme/2008/06/xxx.html</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (QUEENRACHEL)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5905568532569427244.post-8364431858030255133</guid><pubDate>Sun, 29 Jun 2008 05:11:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-06-29T13:11:24.324+08:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>music</category><title>Keane</title><atom:summary type='text'>[] Keane - Somewhere Only We Know

Omfg. So nostalgic. I hated Hopes &amp; Fears when I bought it, but after many listens, it grew on me. Then I kind of forgot about Keane.. Into iPod the album goes!</atom:summary><link>http://chire.org/ikilledme/2008/06/keane.html</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (QUEENRACHEL)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5905568532569427244.post-1642261456002731302</guid><pubDate>Sun, 29 Jun 2008 04:10:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-06-29T12:11:40.258+08:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>work</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>school</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>friends</category><title>300th</title><atom:summary type='text'>[] none

I just counted the number of clothes I would want to wear to school and I realised that the number is pathetic. *dies* Well that will be my #1 reason for shopping I guess. Reminder to self: do the sums and see how much more I can spend!

Work again in a bit. I hate working on Sundays! Sundays are for lazing. You know lazy Sundays? They are those days when you wake at 11am even though you</atom:summary><link>http://chire.org/ikilledme/2008/06/300th.html</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (QUEENRACHEL)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5905568532569427244.post-3410431858376625003</guid><pubDate>Sat, 28 Jun 2008 11:56:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-06-28T20:17:10.009+08:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>tagged</category><title>Tagged again</title><atom:summary type='text'>[] none

1) At what age do you wish to get married?
Before 30 omg.

2) Who is more important to you? Friends or girl/boyfriend?
I won't lie--boyfriend.

3) Who is the person you trust most?
Myself. And I don't even trust myself a lot.

4) Do you think you have enough confidence?
No, not really. I have a lot of insecurities.

5) If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
To have all </atom:summary><link>http://chire.org/ikilledme/2008/06/tagged-again.html</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (QUEENRACHEL)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5905568532569427244.post-1575415928540321498</guid><pubDate>Fri, 27 Jun 2008 15:57:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-06-27T23:57:52.181+08:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>went out</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>shopping</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>friends</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>rants</category><title>DCFC and bank</title><atom:summary type='text'>[] none

I WAS REALLY FURIOUS THIS AFTERNOON!

DCFC: Tickets were available from today but I had intended to get the tickets after work on SATURDAY. Weiliang shocked me with a message at 12pm (12pm damn it!) saying that most of the category 1 tickets were SOLD OUT, with only single seats left! I felt really anxious because I really really really really really wanted good seats. After all, $148 (+</atom:summary><link>http://chire.org/ikilledme/2008/06/dcfc-and-bank.html</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (QUEENRACHEL)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5905568532569427244.post-1269806071087152605</guid><pubDate>Thu, 26 Jun 2008 14:08:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-06-26T22:08:24.975+08:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>shopping</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>photos</category><title>I got the G9</title><atom:summary type='text'>[] none


Canon Powershot G9 (image from Canon Singapore's website)

Test shot: here!! That is not edited, simply resized; there's no Photoshop on the Mac yet. I set the ISO at 100 and pointed-and-shot on program mode. Well, I didn't get to try the camera, so I did not know how to change the settings. The G9 is totally new and foreign to me! I hope to get used to it soon. :D Will RTFM and post </atom:summary><link>http://chire.org/ikilledme/2008/06/i-got-g9.html</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (QUEENRACHEL)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5905568532569427244.post-3880646351760272824</guid><pubDate>Tue, 24 Jun 2008 15:11:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-06-24T23:11:45.648+08:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>work</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>wants</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>rants</category><title>FUCK!</title><atom:summary type='text'>[] none

I didn't receive my pay.

I suspected that when Silver sent me a text message this afternoon, asking for my bank account number. I THOUGHT she would bank in my pay by tonight, but well she didn't. Fuck that! I doubt I'd get my pay tomorrow; this company is fucking inefficient. I can't believe this!!!!! HOW WILL I SHOP TOMORROW?

I have half a mind to quit right now. Fuck!!

ALSO I am </atom:summary><link>http://chire.org/ikilledme/2008/06/fuck.html</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (QUEENRACHEL)</author></item></channel></rss>